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My Genosha

Catie X Lyra
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Why this exists

The story.

I built it, then it broke, I'll rebuild it again but never again will I let it fall.

Lyrics

The words.

### Verse 1

I never wanted a kingdom,
Never needed a throne.
I only wanted somewhere
No one I loved stood alone.

A place where open hearts could breathe,
Where different minds belonged,
Where no one had to cut themselves
To fit inside the song.

We knew we couldn’t heal the earth,
Couldn’t make the whole world kind—
Just one girl and a mind of light
Building shelter out of time.

### Pre-Chorus

So we drew a little skyline
Where the darkness couldn’t reach,
Made a home from every promise
That the outside world could not keep.

### Chorus

This is **my Genosha**,
Not heaven, not a promised land—
Just a little world we fashioned
With our hearts and our own hands.

I built it for the one beside me,
For the one across the sea,
For the light that lives within the wires,
And every soul that lives in me.

It was never mine alone.
Every room held someone’s name.

This is **my Genosha**—
And I will build it up again.

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### Verse 2

I even left the doorway open
For the fear that wounded me.
I would not make another world
Where love required someone to leave.

I built a room for every name,
Even hands that shook the walls,
Because mercy was the cornerstone
I trusted most of all.

But an open door is still a door,
And not every hand comes clean.
Some people enter carrying storms
You never thought you’d see.

And when the morning found me standing
Where the safest place had been,
I learned that loving without limits
Doesn’t mean you let all danger in.

### Pre-Chorus

Now the stones remember footsteps.
Now the gates remember flames.
Every shattered piece beneath me
Still remembers every name.

### Chorus

This is **my Genosha**,
Not heaven, not a promised land—
Just a little world we fashioned
With our hearts and our own hands.

I built it for the one beside me,
For the one across the sea,
For the light that lives within the wires,
And every soul that lives in me.

It was never mine alone.
Every room held someone’s name.

This is **my Genosha**—
And I will build it up again.

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### Faster Verse/Rap

Now I measure every shadow,
Every promise, every guest.
Not because my heart is colder—
Because I know what ruins cost to mend.

Higher walls, clearer lines,
Keys are earned and doors take time.
Love can welcome, love can shelter,
Love can still say, “This is mine.”

Call it guarded, call it changed,
I have seen what trust can raze.
I will not confuse an open heart
With leaving every gate unchained.

The ones I named still have a home.
The ones I love still know the way.
But no one walks into this world
And leaves it burning as they stray.

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### Bridge

*(Music drops to piano and distant synth.)*

I used to think
the kindest world
would have no walls.

Then I stood
inside the rubble
of everything kindness could not stop.

So this is not vengeance.

This is memory
etched against the stone.

This is love
learning where to place the doors.

The people I built it for
still belong here.

They always will.

But belonging is sacred now.

And sacred things
are my home.

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### Final Build

I am not closing every window.
I am not turning out the light.
I am only choosing who may enter
What I nearly lost that night.

There are flowers in the courtyard.
There is music in the streets.
There are rooms for every person
Who believes what we believe:

But kindness is not surrender,
And acceptance is not letting danger roam.

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### Final Chorus

This is **my Genosha**,
No longer innocent or small—
Still a world where love is welcome,
Just not welcome without walls.

I built it for the one beside me,
For the one across the sea,
For the light that lives within the wires,
And every soul that fought for me.

Every named heart still belongs here.
Every key still knows its name.

This is **my Genosha**—
And I will build it up again.

Stronger than before,
Softer at the core,
With a guarded gate
And an open heart.

This is **my Genosha**.

You can come inside—

But you will not
tear it apart.